It’s high time you pray to Allah to make the right choice of who to spend the rest of your life with and be source of your entering into Jannah together. Stop all those my bae’s and boo’s love story. Be real and move out of that box called Zina.
And who (in their prayers) say, ‘O our Lord! Grant that our wives and our children be (a source of) comfort for (our) eyes and make us a model for those who guard against evil.’ Q25:74